(I also moved this into the Lost Girl General forum)
Thanks E, I was about to ask you.
Added (03 Jan 14, 10:59 PM) --------------------------------------------- Has anyone experienced spacing out? Loss of focus? are those symptoms too?
It happens once you heard gravity or any love songs playing, or someone mentions BATH TUB, wings, necklace, chicken, vodka, dagger, elephants, arm wrestling, candies/gum, jacket and many others, and you're lost reminiscing...
It's embarrassing if it happens especially when you're with friends or worst - when your boss is talking to you! All you can say is " I'm sorry, can you repeat that?"
I definitely get sleeplessness, I end up staring at the ceiling in the pitch black imagining everything Valkubus. Been shouted at in class for the whole excessive daydreaming. What about uncontrollable hand shaking just as you're trying to find and watch the episode...then excessive and uncontrollable grinning throughout the day if something Valkubusy has occured during the episode.
Been shouted at in class for the whole excessive daydreaming.
then excessive and uncontrollable grinning throughout the day if something Valkubusy has occured during the episode.
Yes, yes it happens.
Added (17 Jan 14, 4:52 AM) --------------------------------------------- Un-explainable mood swings, panic attack, and leaky eyes - Sometimes, when you recall Valkubus epic scenes, the smooches, the "I never met anyone like you in any of my many lifetimes" the "I got you", the "this is what love feels like", your face hurt from grinning too much! and everything looks beautiful, and you go your day, even smiling to random peps, and then suddenly you remember this is Tamsin's last life and some troll said someone's gonna die this season, and you grab your chest because it sudden hurts and you cannot breathe, you choke because your mouth's gone dry.. and your eyes suddenly swells up and you're upset, you start to shout at anybody who makes noise because you want everyone to shut up and to leave you alone so you could cry in a corner and maybe play some nice love songs to calm you...
Post edited by Isabel_Q - Friday, 17 Jan 14, 5:17 AM
The thought that Bo will never return Tamsin's feelings, breaks your heart, and hurts you like someone stabbed you and twisted the knife.
It numbs you, chokes you and left you gasping for air. You clutch your heart because its painful, and you wonder if you're having a heart attack?, then, you realized its just your heart breaking into pieces because the image of Tamsin's longing face is etched into your brain and it makes you so sad and helpless.
You wanted to reach out, give her a hug, comfort her, but you can't, you're just an audience, a viewer in the front row to see this person take it all, to see her drown in her emotions, kept her feelings bottled up and swim in sorrow because the woman she loves is so near yet so far. The thought that shes not Bo's first choice, not her second, nor her third must have felt like a kick in the stomach and you feel for her.
Afterwards, you wonder if your heart will recover from all the pain it went through, if it will eventually heal, piece itself together... but, you know and you accepted it that it will never be the same as before, because the scars will be there.
This fever is real, it's contagious, it can lead to heart attack, coma or death.
Post edited by Isabel_Q - Monday, 03 Feb 14, 8:32 AM